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Saturday, July 25, 2009

Raising The Mood!

As to try to raise the mood, from sentimental to party...
Sister Hazel is the best! Check out "One Love" from there 2003 album "Chasing Daylight"!

"One Love"
We are just children understand
We're two in a million the precious grains of sand
We slip through the fingers dancing on the wind
We find each other
One you - one me
One chance for us to live
One heart - one soul
One life for us to give
One dream - one mind
One sky up above
One you - one me
One love
One love
A star made a wish on us tonight
Hangin' out in heaven inspired by our light
She knows how it feels to shine on all the world
And last forever
Surrender all your battles
It's only love that makes us matter
We are all the possibilities
As endless as our imagination

No! Not THAT song!?

Today I've been cleaning in my old room at mom and dads...


Why is it that some songs is just to hard to listen to?

Something that reminds you of a better time, or a hard time? A memorie that is to hard to throw out, and never think of it again?

Even after many years, if you hear that song, it's like everything comes back on replay?

Many questions on a line here... Sorry 'bout that. I'm at mom and dads (mom and da not here!). BBQing tonight, and I am home alone, waiting for my sister, out for coffee.

I thought I'd clean some in my old room, and maby pack something to take on home. At the bottom of an old box I found a CD. It didn't say what was on in, so I decited to play it. Maby some old tunes I used to like? Memories are funny!

But, NO! It was just songs I hate! Used to like, but HATE! So, now I am sentimental, and can't wait for the alcohol to get here, and the BBQ to be lit...

Is it just me, or do you have a song like that? Maby a song that will always get you in a good mood, or one that will always make you cry, but you really don't know why?

I can't even remember anymore why that song makes me feel like this... Mmmh...!


:The Lake:

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Feelin' Good!


A picture of me feeling GOOD, and in my spirit!! This is at a coocking job, back in summer 2007!
I most be the hotest chef, you've ever seen!
Isn't it strange how a day can change like that? *snapping my fingers*
I got up today, feeling really bad, and what not. But, I am now listening to amazing music by Ted Gardestad, "When the show is over", amazing tune. On my way out to get grocerys. Making myself a Poutine tonight! and tomorrow I am catching a bus to Fredrikstad! And I am staying for MORE than 12 hours. Going back monday morning or sunday night! yes!

I am going to sign permanent papers at work monday, and I will be working everyday, mostly morning shifts, so we have to start monday with the opening training. So my boss called me earlier today, to tell me this, and say I would have the weekend off!

I am so excited! BBQ in Fredrikstad on saturday, and then full training on monday! Yah!

Creativity equals Early Death?

I know that may sound harsh, but when you stop to think about it...

I havn't said anything about my feelings toword Michael Jackson yet. Other than that he died on my birthday, and everybody forgot about that, and was crying for him...

I like Michael Jackson, so, then I have said so.
But, when something happen, in media, we intend to forget everything before that. How many young talented people have died young? The list is actually LONG! Some of my favoritts have left us young. Not forgeting Michael Jackson guys, but I have to introduce you to one amazing talented guy. He might still be remembered, god knows I do, and many Americans, and Scandinavians, (And of course the Eurovision Song Contest/Grand Prix freaks, like me!).


I'll try to get this out, I am missng 3 very important letters on my lap top... Swedish is even harder to write. LOL. Let me introduce you to one of my biggest musical heroes, Ted Gardestad:

Ted Gardestad was born in Sweden in 1958, and he had his first hit in 1972, with "Jag Vil Ha Min Egen Maane". Music by Ted himself, anf lyrics by his brother Kenneth. Together those to was an dynamic duo! Hes amazing backup girls was later in the '70's to become who we all know and love as the two A's of ABBA. Hes first record "Undringar" (Wondering) came in 1972, and was big hit in his native Sweden, and also large parts of Scandinavia!

His biggest Scandinavian realise was the LP just called "Ted", from 1973. Al little bit mature now, as his brother though, the lyrics here revolves around girls, life, and thoughts about the future.

It's also one of my favoritt records of all times. Songs to check out here is "Jag Skal Faanga En Engel" (Where he is determend to find love for life..), and the melancolic "Gitarren Och Jag" (The guitar and me). "Gitarren Och Jag", Kenneth wrote to Ted. "Vi ar filosofer, gitarren och jag"... One the most beautiful quotes I have ever heard. Ted found rest when he was alone with his guitar. And together they would make melodies, that would take you to another place in time...


The 1970 was the decade that would also take Ted to the States for the first time. Here he met the legendary Toto, in Californina. He released his first, and only, english spoken album "Blue Virgil Iles". Coming home in 1978, he had written the master hit "Satelitt", and he sets off to represent Sweden (his first time) in The Eurovision Song Contest in 1979.


Just a few days before the final that year, Ted was called out, accused of plagarism. Toto's big spring hit "Hold The Line" had hit Europe by storm, and people where whispering that Ted had stolen there guitar lines... It was not looking good...! Luck would have it (and I would have, if I was born back then, know Ted did not steal anything) Toto contacted the ESC with the message "Ted did not steal anything. We stole from HIM!"


The 1980's was a decade that did not go over well for Ted.

He had, in the 1960, and 1970's struggled with depression, and nightmares, he didn't know how to control. Mid '80's he seekes help, and was diagnosed with severe mental illnesses.

Aperently this was a big hit for Ted, and in 1983, just few weeks before his second child was born, he left, without a word, his wife and kids, to become a member of an illigal (now shot down) cult, in the states. Lucky Kenneth was able to save him a few years later, and together they began planning Ted's comeback for the 1990's.

His last realise "Entligen paa veg" (Finaly on my way), was released in 1994. This album is so strong, in bough lyrics and melody. Songs like "Lyckliga dagar" (Happy days), which is about someone sitting in the window, and watching there kids play in the yard. This sounds so nice, but the lyrics carry on, and it's actually sad. The happy days pass fast, whilst the bad days drag out... Ted was still not getting the medical attention he needed....

In 1997, on June 23, the news hit the nation like a bad storm. Ted was found, dead, by the train tracks in his hometown in Sweden. He had, the night before tolled him family he was going for an evning walk, and would return shortly. He didn't....

Ted is rememberd in both America, and Scandinavia as an legend, and has the most coverd hits, by other bands, than any other Scandinavian artist of our time. In his hometown you can find "Ted's Plads" (Ted's square), with an memorial plaque, and a statue. Every year on his birthday fans from all around Scandinavia meet there, and sings his song. This is by the lead of his brother, Kenneth. Ted's wife and kids have been attending the last few years.

Ted is my musical hero. He, probably, whent through much pain, that he didn't know how to control. He found comfort in his music, his guitar. If Ted had planned to end his life in june 1997, we will never know. We do know that he succedeed.... And that he is missed...


Rumors has it that his grave stone is carved with the words "Det var jag som fangat en engel" (It was me, who caught an Angel), by his wife.



"The Lord saw that you needed rest. And called you home, a little earlier..."


R.I.P Ted. You live on through your music.

"Roses"

My all time fave song... If you havn't heard this song, I say you go to youtube and search "Tonic - Roses", right now! You will not regret it! Heard this song live about 6 times I guess. Amazing everytime! Written by Emerson Heart.



If you want to be my best friend
Then show it
If you want to live inside me
Don't blow it

I don't want to stand in line
I don't want to waste my time
I just want to be the one

I don't want to be around
When you come down
I just wanted you to know
The roses always grow

If you want to hear I love you
Then say it
If you want to hear I need you
Then prove it

I don't want to stand in line
I don't want to waste my time
I just want to be the one

I don't want to be around
When you come down
I just wanted you to know
The roses always grow

Did you think it would last forever, baby
Did you think I would drag you under

I don't want to be around
When you come down
I just wanted you to know

The roses always
I just want to be with you
Not alone
I just wanted you to know
The roses always grow ...

I Wanna Go!

I really don't feel good today. Yesterday I didn't sleep at all, so I thought last night I'd fall asleep with a bang around 10. Ah, that would be wonderful! But no, I didn't...

I tried to read a bit, watch TV, listening to music, but that didn't work.

I got the day off, and tomorrow off, then I am working at saturday at 3. Which means, I will miss the BBQ party in Fredrikstad saturday. It's so typical! I've had the last 2 weeks off (except for yesterday monday, and tuesday), but the day I really wan't off, I can't have. I know I should NOT complaine, because I really like my jobb. But, I don't really feel good today. My neck is still hurting, and I fell asleep around 5 or so this morning... On and off into dreamland, not a good sleep at all... What to do, what to do?

And then theres nothing to do. Everyone is in Fredrikstad, or in Oestfold somewhere, or in Lloyd (Canada), and that's too far away!

Well, I'll find something so blog about, then... That will make the time pass, so I can go back to sleep... There's so much things I wanna do right now!


1. Go to Fredrikstad (And stay for more than 12 hours).
2. I wanna go see my good friend Tiggr, in Disney World
3. Sit at the Walburg Bar with my friends....

Is that to much to want?

What do you wanna do RIGHT now?


Be good to eachother!




:The Lake:


Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Randomness... Yes!


I am currently without my camera. Gosh, I love that camera. But, I don't have a charger. I've tried every photo store in town, but they say I have to order inn, and it will take about 2 weeks, since the camera I have (which I've had for like a year), just came to Norway...

So out of the blue, I'll put out this nice photo of me! Hahaha! Taken in Denmark may 2001!
Ah, this is a lovely place. One of my fave vacation spots! Gronhoj Strand! Gotta love that!

I kinda like this photo, 'coz it's from a time, where my curls was actualy managable... Can you believe that? Well, enjoy them, 'coz you will never see them again! Not if Paul Mitchel has something to say! Ok, I am off to bed!

Be good to eachother

:The Lake:

Why is everybody laughing?

That's a question I have been asking myself for years! I mean, why do people have such big problems with the band Hanson? First of all, NO they are NOT 11, 14, and 16 anymore!

Let me tell you something. If YOU where 13 in 1997, are YOU 13 in 2009?
I am not even gonna start to explaine to you why I like them or how they are as people in 2009.
It's to pathetic, and people should know better that that!

Any way, I was to leave early from work today, because of the stupid rain, and I ended up in the smoking room (yes, my hair is allergic to rain), having a cup of coffee with the kitchen manager. Don't get me wrong, he's a cool guy. I don't know what we where talking about, but somehow, I ended up saing something like "I know, I saw my fave band live for the first time, after beeing a fan for 11 years", unto whitch he ask what band. I reply, honest as I am, "Hanson".

Well, you can go ahead and guess now... He replied with laughing really bad at ME... Not at Hanson, but at ME! What is wrong with people?

Hanson grew up, l but I don't think YOU DID! You are probably still 18 today, as you where when "MmmBop" came out! I'll laugh right back in your face!

So, please tell me, what's the deal? What is the problem? Why is it so bad to have Hanson as my favoritt? Please tell me, NOW, because I've got to know! Is it me, or is it Hanson?




Well, tro not to hard to kill eachother,




:The Lake:

Another day, in the same life....

Argh, I am so so tired today. Somehow I've hurt my neck, and I cant sleep on my left side. Not that the right side is any better... Last time I was in such pain was after taking the "Mission: Space" (The original one not the new one with 2 teams) in Epcot, Disney World, summer of 2004. This is really bad. So after tossing and turning, all night, I almost fell asleep around 6. But then the grabage trucks came, and kept me awake...

I had to go to a veiwing for an apartment at 11, so I was off at 10, and now, I have 2 simple hours to chug down coffee, to get ready for work at 3...
How will I ever stay awake? I am the MASTER on exstreme sports, like staying awake! LOL

Well, the same life? It's my life, and it hasn't always been the same... I've changed alot over the years. I am more calm now, easier going, and all of that crap. People been asking me alot latley, who where YOU 10 years ago?Well, it's hard to say? You live and breath in the same body, so you don't notice as much as people around you. But, I thought, for all of you nice veiwers out there, a nice photo of me about 10 years ago? I am one sexy lady, eh? I am pretty sure this was taken in October 1998 or so. This was my trademark, the t-shirt. I got loads of crap for it... I was spit at, hit, and called names for it. (It says MmmBop on the lower back). I didn't care. I STILL don't care. Mom bought the shirt for me in fall break 1997. I still have it, and it has tiny wholes on the back, and is one of my most priced possetions. It looks very different today. Not because it has been used to much, but because, hold on, wait for it: Hanson has drawn on it! Yes, baby! Yes! I tolled them the very story behind it, why I love it to much, and why it means so much to me. Even though being a Hanson fan (my second time around) is a little different in '09 than '97.
I have only worn the shirt once since it was signed. And, yes, more bashing now then back in the days. Should I care? Nonoh! Hanson 'preciates my passion, and I 'preciate theres!
Well, you guys enjoy that, while I go bust my back out at work... I am pretty sure where only 2 today. So, I'll prob be stuck behind the bar! Come on down if ya want! I'll make you an authentic Canadian Paralizer! Yummy!
Well, take care, and be good to eachother!
Until next time!
"We can conquer this GREAT divide!"
:The Lake:

"Champagne High"

I know, I know... I am a sucker for music, and writing things... Just one more, then I'll hit the sac!

I wasn't looking for a lifetime with you
And I never thought it would hurt just to hear
"I do" and "I do"And I do a number on myself
And all that I thought to be
And you'll be the one
That just left me undone
By my own, -hesitation

And for the million hours that we were
well I'll smile and remember it all
then I'll turn and go
while your story's completed mine is a long way from done.

Well I'm on a champagne high
Where will I be when I stop wondering why
On a champagne high
I'd toast to the future but that'd be a lie
On a champagne high, high

Spring turned to summer
But then winter turned to mean
The distance seemed right
At the time it was best - to leave
And to leave behind
What I once thought was fine And so real - to me
And while I'm still gone
On the quest for my song
I'm at your - celebration

Your wagons been hitched to a star
Well now he'll be your thing that's new
Yeah what little I have you can borrow
'Cause I'm old and I'm blue...

Well I'm on a champagne high (so high)
Where will I be when I stop wondering why
On a champagne high (so high)
Toast to the future but that'd be a lie
On a champagne high
Where will I be when I stop wondering why
On a champagne high... high...
So high so high you left me undone so high,
so high you left me undone....